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found poem: read

found poem © j.i. kleinberg ~ read
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view from year’s end

2015-12-31 goldfish
Up here on Sumas Mountain, the thermometer reads 24 degrees and though the sky is clear and it’s sunny in the valley below, the sun hasn’t yet made its way over the mountain. There’s enough frost on the grass that it almost looks like snow. In the small pool at the front door, the two goldfish move very slowly under the ice. A few birds flit among the blackberry stalks.

From this chilly vantage, at year’s end, I find that the forces of optimism and despair continue to battle for my attention. Although surely the scale of self-centered fear, shortsightedness and greed are greater than ever — impacts amplified by the sheer numbers of us on the planet — what I understand of earlier eras suggests that where human nature is concerned, little has changed. On the other hand, there is art and community, nature and beauty and love. There is the opportunity to create. These are likely evidence of privilege and freedom, for which I, for one, am very, very grateful.

Under the stiffening layer of ice, we move as we’re able.

With gratitude for your attention and wishes for a better 2016,

found poem: the power

Why do I read the newspaper?

candle flameMy father used to say that people didn’t change, that one generation was made of the same stuff as the last, and the next. But when I suck in the daily dose of anger and greed and violence and intolerance, it’s hard for me to believe that my father would have recognized these people or their behavior. I know there are people out there doing good, making art, inspiring laughter, but their efforts seem the dimmest candle flame against the engulfing darkness of despair.

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